12 days to 17☆

My weight increase so fast in 2months.

I just stopped swimming and running and walking to go home everyday after school and Ive got more than 2,5kg.............

I want to cry.

I dont know why I cant focus with what I really want. I mean I want to be slimmer so I can be happier but the way healthy life.

AND I DO HAVE HEALTHY LIFE SINCE A YEAR AGO.

AND.

AND.

Never touch 50kg. Never.

Now. 58-59kg.

What should I do?:(

And this oatmeal raisin cookie from Starbucks is always the best pleasure ever, i love you starbucks.

Happy wednesday everybody.